semi-Post As.

It's a very odd feeling, to sit in the Council Room and realise that despite everyone who is there, there isn't anyone to talk to. Because they're mugging Econs. And it's inconceivable that time can pass so slowly in a house watching Iron Man than it does mugging for an exam. I hope everyone did well for Econs though.

Yep I'm back.

And Iron Man is pretty good... But I don't think it deserves a rating of 93% on Rotten Tomatoes. I feel like watching another movie tonight haha.

Hmm but it really is a daunting first step. I was telling Ngiam the other night that our end, that is to say of JC, is so anticlimatic. So damped by the As that we don't realise that really, in about a week or so we won't have an excuse to come back anymore. That means bye to some people you've seen for 6 years and will never see again. That means your juniors will not see you as frequently as they do (in my case as many would know is very frequently). It's just... unbelievable. I remember in primary 6, the devastation that came to our worlds when 5k/6k realised that the end was nearing... And I must say 5K/6K was an awesome class, though i'm not entirely sure of the point of that. In any case, I'm afraid. Terribly afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone into this world. We're adults now. We don't have "next year" to look forward too. In fact soon to come, for the girls and even for the guys, the "next year" is uncertain. And that's not even half as simple as it was "uncertain" in school. I mean, how out of hand can life get in school really haha? It's a strange world we are embarking on, and I think the glare of the reality will be too much to take when we eventually step out of the As tunnel. Mugging = tunnel vision.

On a seperate note, if this might help and anyone might have any tips for me, I really really wish I could get rid of the tenants in my house. I really do. Context: In a bid to help support the family, my Mum has decided to let a room in my house, which is fine if the tenants are not:

1. Female
2. Smokers
3. Dao
4. Making themselves at home

And number 5 you have to ask me personally. I should have cherished my last tenant -- who passed away, by the way, so RIP Uncle Wong -- not in my house which might be the first question in your mind heh -- -- who, although a smoker, kept to himself and never, ever smoked anywhere in the vicinity of the house. I know number 5 is selfish, but hey it sucks big time to come home every day to meet no one but strangers who don't want to talk to you. BIG TIME you don't know the half of it. Can you imagine not having the motivation to go home? That's what I'm feeling nowadays. I'd rather live with my friends, but my Dad would be chao lonely la so cannot. SIAN I WANT THEM OUT. NOW! You know when the smoker walks past, I can smell the strong stench of smoke? And she smokes on our porch: what are our neighbours going to think? I hate coming home.

Got a new maid today haha her name's Odesa (at least by phonetics). Filipina. At least she's nice and sweet and everything. I wonder how long it will take for her to stop calling me Sir. Will be bringing her out to buy dinner later... haha oh and she hasn't learnt how to cook, so I wanna learn with her! Then can cook for the family how cool is that.

Wow pretty long post. I'm in the midst of making a post As to-do list but it's getting kind of the long lol. I hope OComm can go somewhere :( . Shit that full-stop looks like a mole. Lol.

posted by wei @ 5:59 PM