YTWISILU = <3?
I just had a not very pleasant conversation with YTWISILU last night, and sent a message.YTWISILU, something is wrong... You don't say 'I love you' anymore. Not even 'I love you too'. What happened please tell me... I'm trying like hell to not think about you. And perhaps my loving you is putting you off? Whatever it is just tell me. I hope to god that it's me and it's not you, cuz if it's me, I can change!
Somehow i think that i've put up the situation for you to leave me. But... if there's someplace else that makes you happier (or someone else), I guess i want you there. Somewhere which you are sure you're happy at. I couldn't think of you leaving me earlier on but now, i can't ignore the signs... Am I being paranoid? It'll make me so darn fucking sad but I guess i need to let you go... But i will never make that decision. Cuz I'm still in love with you and i will never choose to leave you. But if you do, then what can I say?
shan't say anymore, I don't know, I'm afraid that somehow this gives you more reason to leave me. It pains me to love you, but give me pain, give me 10 000 ulcers, i don't care. I still do. You're the best.
Emo-ing sucks. It cripples you. I can't work. And I got a hundred million things to do....
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