sweltering heat. oppressive.
first post title with 2 full stops in it (i think).and yea it really is mad hot these days. Weiyuan said the other day that this is the dry season. Well, I just hope that it passes really soon cuz it's very very warm and it's making my ulcers worse. Have I told y'all about the ulcers? 5 bloody ulcers in my mouth and it's driving me nuts. I have porridge as lunch in front of me (haha my maid added ham to it interesting) and i can hardly eat without wincing in pain. Oh please someone save me... Any possible remedy I am glad to try it.
later i'm going to doctor to get MC, and hopefully some ulcer medication. Please pray for my mouth.
why am i blogging less now? I think there are 3 reasons. 1, is because I've been mother busy and this week whole week i will be home only after 9 (yes, even the weekends)... And it's very very tiring. I'm actually giving up alot of opportunities in RJ like Jazz performances, CIP projects (junda's Bendemeer Kids) and stuff... And cuz i settled myself down for those long-term commitments like Othello. I mean, I'm not complaining, but I'm afraid i'm pissing people off/letting people down in terms of responsiblity and work capability. My grades, or rather my study attitude in class, is suffering and i've not lived up to my responsibilities. Sorry Lynnette for leaving you with all the work for dance comm. Sian. 2, is because I have buddy book to write in! Kristel and I write like whole essays in that book and we talk a lot. I think our book is darn cool! But it kinda gets hard to keep track of what to reply to. 3, is because I'm happier now. I think. The only worries plaguing me are my studies. In a big way anyway.
YTWISILU is sorely missed. I miss everything we did together! I love you very very much and i like where our relationship is going. You're so sweet.
So... right now in my life i'm trying to get back the Superman worker i was in Sec 4. So i'm slowly bringing in more discipline in the plans i make and keeping to deadlines. Hopefully i'll cope better.
Still thinking of YTWISILU.
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Good words.
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