happy day but unexpected surprises.
haha today was the happiest day for me in a looong looong time. I felt alot of burden off my back and that suddenly everything was shining bright. why?1. I kinda pwned Chem SPA. 3 titrations, close to perfect technique, great values, finished all questions, and still had time to wash apparatus. haha.
2. Tomorrow (or rather today) is a holiday! yay!
3. YTWISILU liked the card.
4. Our College Play is finally sold out.
5. Wang Ting tells me that I currently have the most CIP hours amongst the whole cast of Othello.
and a number of other things. I was skipping around the school... But I kinda burned out by Othello rehearsal with Darren. I mean we were reciting lines and I fell asleep maybe? haha. then got super high in CR, then died again during Elections. I didn't even get nominated... But i'm fine la, minor setback cannot put me off the happy mood. Actually I suddenly had second thoughts during the wait, and wanted to pull out, so perhaps this is a blessing in disguise (i wasn't sure I wanted the commitment).
but it opened me up to two things about myself. one, that I am kind of idealistic. I really am. I think perhaps it is because of a dreamer personality that longs for something better? Some new situation where I feel good and can love myself (hi shu)? Yea... I always think of future circumstances. Like today the Council Elections I even prepared a script waay before welfareD came into the picture... Now I think of it quite dumb right? And I always dream of what would happen between me and YTWISILU, but as john legend says, i think we should take it slow. i'm trying to be less dreamy and seeing the current pragmatic picture. two, that I've lost the mature personality of primary school. it's funny I get less mature as I grow, but I remember telling myself that I don't want to lose my childhood so quickly... Cuz before we know it we'll be old and have many more things to take care we won't have time for innocence like the good old times. I mean look at this year, without a word 5 years have zoomed right on... I think I'll cry as I watch the j2s leave. I remember Sherry telling me that last time in p6 she used to think that me and my gang were waay more mature than the rest of them, and I also remember someone saying that right now I act like a Primary 3 kid. haha is this a good thing?
surprises:
1. you asked me for my number? I don't get it.
2. Random people disgusting me at elections.
3. no I love you before you go?
I decided to use my How to Get Cool Grades without Losing Your Reputation as A Really Cool Person. I really like that book, it helps me alot haha. tomorrow got kbox and Spidey 3 movie outing with BB Councillors kinda excited. and I'm very tired now sorry for irregular posting.
Good Night.
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