a pretty angel.
wow today is the first time i feel happy in a long time right?i still got alot of stuff to do tonight so... lol might die. prac piano and guitar, then GP presentation (which i have no idea how to do) and possibly study french.
Oh dammit i shouldn't have stayed out so late. i finished at what, 10 30? haha even when i well knew how much i had to do tonight. but it was Mel's mini birthday celebrations! it was nice to catch up with her, laughing about orientation and being reminded she's actually 18 (sorry!). yea it was fun and i had to walk her home because i frightened her by describing Chan-Wook Park movies to her haha. sorry again.
anyway, today i felt emo alot during Council meeting (which was kind of funny because the 27ths looked very zuo4 xi4... haha chloe look darn scary). Explains why again i asked Mel for a hug. As in Mel Ho. the previous mel was Mel Wong. anyway yea, crush, again i say, what hurts the most is being so close; and having so much to say, and watching you walk away! and never knowing what could have been; and not seeing that loving you, was what i was trying to do. I really love you Crush. How are you? Are you ok? You know you are so cute and hot at the same time. and everytime i think about you and i come up with something great about you, i wish i could remember it until i got home and blogged it. But you seem very dao now. like you can't talk to me? it's sad. i hate that. again, older guys? the other friends? you like them older people don't you? asking for their numbers in my face? I love you.
one reason why i'm quite happy is, i get to see Crush soon (almost everyday excluding?) and that i may have found somebody to love.
night. off to rush work.
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