much has happened in the past 24 hours.

yea. alot. so i'm gonna keep ranting. whatever comes to my head.


ok today was a nutz day, because I have been running around until now. Probably the most hectic sunday i had for this year.

Firstly, I had to quickly make a mad dash for Hui Zhen's house, to pass her the Jap books which she left at my house after last night. To make things clear, me, ben-chan, xinyi and her had a little gathering at my house to watch 300. Then we had alot of fun telling fortunes. Xinyi is fretting but her future ahead is quite clear of obstacles. [Shit i can't stop thinking of crush as i talk about other things.] Huizhen on the other hand, needs to realize that her life now is quite fulfilling but at the end, Respite. Repose. Desolation. Solitude. Abandonment. And she wants to be with ??? [ed: by request of Hui Zhen herself.] according to the Xinyi fortune telling game. After that me and ben went to play some ball (we settled some form of strategy and we played A-B-Cs which i lost both times and he helped me practise under the basket shots). Then me and him went to Mac's to do our tutorials. He finished up till qn 7 of Math tutorial 4A, I finished whatever we could finish on Chem tutorial. One up. And then i went home to sleep.

I need to try the new bagel at Mac's, looks good.

Ok so i slept at 6.30 am and woke up at 10 30, then started doing my errands. Anachronism, but yea first thing i did was run to huizhen's house to give her the stuff. Together with her chem notes which i needed since i lost mine. i need to zap from someone like Desmond.

If i blog about everything that happens everyday, that will kill me and i will stop blogging. but this is one day i wanna talk about everything.

Then i couldn't stop at home so i had to immediately head for Ari's house for Jazz prac. Please be reminded that i haven't had any food up till now. Sometimes i'm proud of the way i run around and go crazy for work and stuff, according to my schedule, but one day it might kill me.

I love you crush. There was talk about you, and i couldn't stop thinking about you. I miss you bad. I'm running around to forget you.

Yea Ari's house is very fun because it has a full band equipment, so we could jam. I did my song very quickly (need it more work? i think so) and sorry yvonne, but fell asleep during her practice. I was tired... then there was food so after Summertime was settled i devoured the chicken wings. Ari's mum is damn cool! His dad too. And the kuehs were nice. I think i'm starting to appreciate Ari's amazingness. He can play drums, piano and guitar, it's quite cool. and he's cool doing it too. He played Ordinary People by John Legend for me to sing to, and it was great. Listening to it now. I will upload later. Then we practised the Esplanade pieces (actually we didn't but we jammed. i'm very off on livin la vida loca). Then we jammed alot, it was very fun, and me ari and clara had a little chat about people. Clara tell me about Darren and Anita!

Too many things to do. I'm feeling like Not I by Samuel Beckett.

Then quickly rushed to meet Grace so i could have my piano and guitar lesson. Thanks Clara and parents (who was the other woman), i wouldn't have gotten there in time if not for your lift. The first piano lesson was really fun. Before that I was at 7 11 and i was loitering because time was not up yet so i felt like i was going to steal something haha. Last time ben-chan and me was suspected of trying that. hahaha now councillor no more crazy shit like that yea.

oh yea speaking of councillorship i threw away the very good article about Council results and how friends who got in and friends who didn't felt very awkward. but i still love shuli! you rock.

Yea Grace's father gave me 3 weeks worth of stuff but i know that that's only because he trusts me to do well. So i must practise. And Grace, I found alot of stuff which i will show you next lesson. I must practise piano also. I wanna be able to play Ordinary People. Sian. How long will that take? Grace took 13 years to learn till Grade 8. I might die by the time i'm done.

And now i'm back here. My father thinks i'm going around killing people or getting drunk and having sex while high on crack or something. My mum too. Look at my fucking schedule? I didn't even have time to eat and they think i'm wasting my life outside? What the fuck la these are the worse parents ever. They don't even listen to you. I don't give a shit anymore i'll purposely stay out damn late just to piss them off. They don't even bother to understand what i'm going through. You know my mum? I ask her to pay for my swimming lessons (yes i'm considering) then she say no say guitar lessons better. then she call me during Grace's dad's lesson i tell her i having guitar lesson she tell me not to take. WHAT THE FUCK! she's such a dick head.

But, this is gonna sound hypocritically, i don't know how to ask my mum for the laptop.

ah shit. i just chased my sister away in a fit of anger because I was pissed because i thought daniel was being stubborn and put an Othello reh during my jazz. And Grace just told me her father told her not to teach me anymore piano... WTH. I still want to learn.

Oh and Crush, i haven't spoken to you. Last night, Hui Zhen invaded my blogger and posted that. In fact, after last night, where a supposed confession took place and arrangement for date took place, i thought about you even more. I'll see you tomorrow, i will be glad while you are with me, but after that I will feel sad. CRUSH. crush. I miss you bad. i want to be with you. maybe because my mind is filled with a thousand and one things, but after i see you tomorrow it'll be only you. and though it's not a fantasy i still want you to stay.

I'm not a happy man. Hi ZY.

posted by wei @ 10:15 PM