maybe we should take it slow.
whoo blog post 180! i like this number, albeit with month-long stops. wait isn't 180 that number in Final Destination?well today went well, except for, as said before, waking to find i had not done stuff as was planned. But never mind, tonight is quite slack. Piano, then French, then GPP and perhaps a little planning. Haha all this with me home at 8.22 AFTER having stoned at my mum's shop for about 2 hours. haha i think even though i have nothing on after school on mondays, wednesday is my short day haha. in fact just now we were stoning in MEP room, and Bagus and I were sitting on the floor doing Georgia. (that'd have sounded wrong if only Georgia didn't mean Georgia on My Mind, a song -.-") Then Adam and Huang came back and jammed a little with us (Ordinary People for busking in June, and Spiderman for Esplanade Library concert!)... Today Adam seemed extra bouncy, lively, happy... I don't know haha is it because he has officially relinquished his role for Jazz? btw Shu and Tsung Siang are VPs, and Royce is President! haha quite cool. jazz is getting more and more fun.
next week is production week! everyday go home late! hahaha must chiong hw... but this weekend keep going out lor. non-stop.
haha go SRN! our group for NYAA. SRN stands for the Singapore President's name because if we get NYAA gold, the president will give us the cert himself. how cool is that. grace it's ok you can still do the activities with us, and you can still count yourself an NYAA gold awardee! commitments commitments.
and i forgot to post... Huimin told us that when she read my blog during my emo periods, she would be so affected that she would be very solemn and walk into her room and write her diary... Lol i find that quite funny. As in how my emo-ing can affect people until liddat. Sorry huimin. And really my blog right, even the randommest people know about, come and ask me who crush is lol wth. but thanks all readers for visiting... no more crush mystery, is it still interesting?
YTWISILU: Uhh... I don't know what to say. I love you? But you know that already. Only today i realised that indeed me being me, i do give you alot to be confused about. I'm sorry, and still i don't think i could do more to convince you, and you told me not to. And so i wait, and hope that the answer at the end is not verbal, but a loving hug or kiss. maybe i'm being too dreamy? haha i don't know. i think of you every moment i get to, thinking about how to show you i love you and how you might show me yours... I can sense alot of unsurety in the way our relationship is going but i accept that. after all this -is- an unique situation. i cherish everything we do together and i wish for more time together too. maybe i'm ranting. i'll give you your time to think. you know how much i just want to hug you every time i see you? every thing you do... ahh i sound like a stalker. but it's true la. somehow i feel that in this time somehow the flow has been impeded, and something is lost between us. i fear that. i love you i love you i love you, even though i'm afraid to tell you because i'm afraid it'll make you leave me.
you drive me kind of nutz with love.
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