herded back home.

remember when i was emo and depressed? well, i am slightly less now, because one, i feel like i caught up with work, and two, i felt like i am still one of the people around me. this morning i sat down at my table, just feeling very, very depressed, as though everything was not going well for me. then people came and talked to me, even showed concern (to the level that a classmate can go):

Joel: 'Hey Ye Wei, if you're not listening to your ipod can i listen?'
'So Ye Wei, we're reading The Hours and some other Steinback right?'
'Why Ye Wei look so stone?'

Ming Quan: 'Ya, why Ye Wei so stone today?'

Wee Jin: enters, and gives me a light shove on the head.
'So Ye Wei, [can't remember what]'

so i'm blessed. i'll be counting my blessings instead of sheep tonight. but i would like to declare today and now, I DO NOT LIKE (in the homosexual sense at least) MATTHEW CHUAH. the reason this idea has been propagated by my classmates is that they think:

a. Matthew Chuah is good looking.
b. Ye Wei is goddamn faggot.
c. Faggots fall in love immediately with good looking guys and want to have sexual relations with them.

Therefore, Ye Wei is in love and wants to have sex with Mr. Chuah.

Sorry, wrong answer. Lesson in philosophy: the frickin' arguments have to be true first. Mr. Chuah may be good-looking, but not THAT good looking that warrants the smitten-ness of so many students. second, i'm telling you, i'm not a faggot, goddamned or otherwise. and the third one... well, do a case study on SH.

So please guys, please understand if you are reading this and are from my class. it's getting very awkward for me to even listen in class now, cuz i'm afraid that i will piss him off somemore. like he hates me alot already, so if you continue to make him feel weird and disgusted by the association with me then he will hate me even more. if you are really a friend, please do try to help.

in any case, i just hope the hatred is a figment of my imagination, and that the awkwardness will go soon.

and for Chinese Karaoke Competition, I feel like singing Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou by JJ, instead of what i submitted which is Shi Nian by Eason Chan. not sure, do advice.

AND LIONEL IS JOINING TOO! WHEE.

posted by wei @ 5:26 PM