rantings
just came back from a failed attempt to set up an e-saver's acct with standard chartered. would have been a wasted 2 hours, if not for the ya kun kaya toast (coffee & toast still pwnz) and the rantings i have:working out (hello wt) is like alot of things that we know that shouldn't matter, but actually does; or we know that does matter, but shouldn't. for this kind of things, we cannot sit and ignore, simply saying that it shouldn't matter, and leaving it at that. it's either we join and go with it, or we actively try to reduce it, because we don't want to be caught nowhere and left out. this is the way society works: if you don't stop it before it happens (think... say... goth?), so many people would have caught on in its blazing glory and soon it would be too hard to stop. to ignore is just... well, not very good.
(thus i wanna work out! still looking for that gym partner.)
i'm a very lonely person. no, i don't wanna be emo, maybe it's just now (i never said i don't temporary lapses in emotional strength), but i had this thought last night. let's review some of my closest friends in levels:
Shane, Yong Hao, Jin Kai
Aaron Tan, Jason, Xian Jie, Jin Xiang, Nabil, Cheng
Jia Haur, Aaron, Victor Wong, Yu Jun, etc.
this is NOT, i repeat, NOT a exhaustive/permanent list. i am tired from waking up so early so i'm pretty sure i've categorized people wrongly and/or left people out. anw my point is... as much as (some of) my closest friends are there in the list, do i feel like i can talk to them seriously? to have them know what my real thoughts and interests and feelings are? they're close, but... lol I guess i can't expect all my friends to be perfect... in fact i feel like i turning into a non-friend to alot of people! oh dear, and i still act like an ass and tell myself it's not true... ah well. cheers to the imperfect world! thank you for letting us get away with "less than perfect".
i'm gonna take a nap soon. need to go shopping later. AND SUPERMAN WHOOO! tonight watching superman returns gala premiere! eat that.
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Do you read that list from right to left? =)
Yea...ahem.
Keep up with the blogging won't you?
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