f^ck.
(the following contains cuss words, lest someone out there can't take them.)ok returned from the 4J party. We did a few milestone things, but also a few bad things. Yu Jun got dumped into the pool (i need jason's video), i showed my ass to like 7 or more people (dare or dare) and we watched austin powers.
and i raised a point, why does the opposite of hatred be homosexual love? refer to walter's blog at w-host.blogspot.com. and also, think about it -- have you ever had someone like be super goddamn fucking nice to you, then totally trick you out? sigh, not fun. today was like victor's "pry-open-ye-wei's-past-day-o'-fun" day. rainer, jamie, LJ etc.
fuck.
that's just filling up my head, and i'm just not really functioning. seriously, next time you wanna be nice, and totally perfect to someone, please do follow up or don't do it at all. it kills people.
got a cd from my dad, some random chinese songs. had that family song, that jiaji let us hear haha. very nice, but annoying after a while.
and a random thought, i probably cannot do anything close to the sort of stuff that wt or zy does on their blogs. and it got me thinking about what i'm not good at. i'm not good at soccer or most sports. i'm not good at chess. i'm not good with people. i'm not good with emotions. i haven't good looks. i haven't motivation. i.... splurge. i get the jitters like an itch.
but (i think) i can sing. can climb. can bear with pain or fear when i need to.
hmm.
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