unbearing of load.

oh my god. the whole post gone. shit. so sorry.

posted by wei @ 4:02 PM 0  sorryusaid?

you had me at hello.

i saw you today, and i acknowledged you. great achievment for me, but it's even harder on your part to remain so damn beautiful. thank you.

ok today i was quite slackish. but i never want to get back my chem test.

and after school, before rehearsals, me weejin yujun jinkai all played this game we came up with. it's like each team of two people start with one ball each, then they have to hit the other team's wall. there's so much strategy and it's so fun!

rehearsals were difficult. the people were very uncontrollable, but that is fun! like Not Children. haha~

at AMK i said hi to the auntie again. and i sat there, eating my super-expensive Fish and Chicken Combo which was perfect to eat and read.

I fell asleep, so nothing got done. i didn't even watch The O.C. and One Tree Hill. That sucks. if only i could turn back time...


moodhatred for sleep, slacking

musicmariah carey, shake it all

posted by wei @ 9:13 PM 0  sorryusaid?

rush.

hi everyone, it's around 5.50 now, i think i'll take that as part of last night. so i'm not late!

yesterday i went to study at AMK library again, and the lady there was so nice that she gave me a free dish of potato chunks! that's way cool.

and watched Sunderland vs Manchester City today; i like the way both teams play. Will probably be watching the Man U vs Newcastle U match this sunday, 10.55pm.

i missed RRTRWBOTS! damn. will ask yh who was kicked. GO MARK, GO ELLEN!


moodslightly unconfident of today's chem test

musickylie minogue, slow

posted by wei @ 8:54 PM 0  sorryusaid?

retourner.

if you guys were wondering why there was no longer anymore posts since like 3 days ago or something, well it wasn't because i've slacked. my internet was down and i had to live internetless for 3 frickin' days. it wasn't easy i tell you. i couldn't even watch Kim Possible: So The Drama and RRTRWBOTS on monday. And RRTRWBOTS really really rules. Go Mark and Ruthie. For those who are lost, it stands for Road Rules / The Real World - Battle of the Sexes on MTV. It's my favourite reality TV show for some undiscernable (?) reason.

it's really late now. i've got a packed week ahead. and i'm already lagging behind on alot on a couple of things, namely my chem assignment and my Phillosophy essay. I hope i catch up tomorrow.

Haven't even did my training for today, that really sucks. how do i pass NAPFA this way?!

Boys rulez, girls droolz (except Ruthie and Ellen!)



moodtired, but charged

musichell yes, by Back (i think?)

posted by wei @ 5:12 PM 0  sorryusaid?

speedy.

hey people, haven't got the time to blog too much about today. had geog test, went for Raffles Players workshop and then went to AMK library again. beautiful place that is.

no weird people this time.


moodrushy

musicnothing, busy

posted by wei @ 1:02 AM 0  sorryusaid?

slacked.

hi people. today was just waay weird. and oh god where are you?

anw, today at bus stop met this creepy old guy who told me that A Math was useless and told me (while showing it to me) that Buddha book is the best. and told me about crazy conspiracy theories of the government. freaked me out, and the bus took forever to come. and then it came.

then after that i got on bus 13 (was going to AMK library btw) and then this weird old Indian lady and she was gestured for me to sit next to her but i said no thanks. it was out of goodwill i know, but i was too weirded out to be kind to. then i found a seat near the exit.

sat down, opened my The Complete Jack the Ripper (he really is damn cool) and tried to read. there was this two sec school girls that was telling stories about how they had premonitions about maid not cooking lunch and water spilling on sofas. i couldn't stop listening, and it weirded me out. then i got out.

and here's the good part of the day. the area around AMK library is beautiful. i wouldn't mind coming here just to stroll. the park is really nice (i like the stairs with the huge whatever trees on its right). when i went into the library, it was so breathtaking. they had like 15 loan counters. and the decor was just great. they were using imac and imac mouses for the OPACs! wow. i almost thought i couldn't find what i came to find (The Complete History of Jack the Ripper by Phillip Sugden) and i took a walk around. they had like a giant concept map and leaflets on "Create Your Own Mind Map!" at the side in the youth section. walked around, decided to try again, and then i found it. weird. then i went down to the cafe to do my work.

and it was beautiful. there were tonnes of secondary school students from every where. i saw a couple of people i recognise from Raffles and i ordered potato chunks that cost a whopping 3.20! quite expensive. so i ate and did my work, amazingly, so much inspiration poured in for my chinese lesson reviews. wow. i have to go back there. and the chunks were good. then i left, at 5.45.

and there was this kid that was in front of me with his father. very cute. weird? haha don't know. anyway i was sitting and this sweaty guy in a formal shirt sat next to me. i was hugging my bag and reading my book. there was this girl and guy behind me that was talking about sketching stuff which was interesting but weird. then this old lady came and sat, and she saw her friend, and i had to squeeze past her, pushing her down with my bag in the process. not weird, SHITTY. i hate that. took the 156 to the macritchie stop and ron came and asked me to sit with him and zhi yang, which was weird since i refused (?!). then as i got off i realised i hadn't even turned back and said hi to them. weird. then i walked to the bus stop and took 157.

and i saw clement. instead of strange people talking to me, i have now someone who i know and who should know me but doesn't. weird. continued reading, and the whole Warrens vs Munro vs Home Office vs London vs every frickin person involved in the case confused me a mighty bit. but it does show a different side to the story.

came home, did stuff, and watched horrible Tong Xin Yuan. i cannot continue talking about how disappointing ch 8 was today. i believe you understand.

well now i'm bloggin. got to study for geog, but i decided to postpone it to finish my Ben & Jerry's Fudge Covered Peanut Butter Filled Pretzels in Vanilla Malt Ice Cream with Fudge and Peanut Butter and two starburst sweets. how do i study now, when i have ANTM and Las Vegas to watch, and a workout to do (NAPFA this fri)? sigh, i'm so fvcked.


moodfvcked, pissed at life like the japanes author in chapter 24 of chinese textbook

musicno way out, phil collins (Brother Bear OST)

posted by wei @ 11:45 AM 0  sorryusaid?

sins and goodwill.

ok, just to let you guys know, if i don't go out on sundays it's usually a boring day.

well, here's what i did: woke up, tried to do math PT, went to library and then came back watched jie1 da4 huan1 xi3 and lunched with my dad. then i ate delicious (albeit expired for 2 days) Fudge Covered Peanut Butter Filled Pretzels in Vanilla Malt Ice Cream with Peanut Butter and Fudge. it was so good, but so bad for my throat... it almost sounds like they just saw the ingredients on the table and dumped it into the mixing machine. makes me recall the episode of The Apprentice where they had to make ice cream, both flavours seemed really cool. i want to go on a mission of tasting every flavour of Ben & Jerry's there is.

well now for my lit review (OATIR (see Kevin's Blog), i suddenly see Desperate Housewives as such a very literary show.) i'm reading Jack the Ripper stuff, which is really interesting. after i go into the actual killings, i'll follow the lapse in time of murder and post as the Ripper himself, telling you about the killings themselves. do look out for it.

well, i got to go continue my math perf task, and then study for biology and geography on Monday and Tuesday. this is really just that kind of constructive time wasting (as i've learnt from Royce).


moodslackish

musicbounce, fatty koo

posted by wei @ 6:09 AM 1  sorryusaid?

a nation in concert.

a day out couldn't take you away, especially when i thought i could see you.

and to Cheng and Shawn, who has always been there for me, i'm so sorry i'm unable to say or do anything to help you guys. Cheng, i hope it all turns well. Shawn, well, i really don't know. i hope you forgive them.

mathan you are linked, merci pour me visiter.

today after rushing math performance task, rushed to city hall to meet them for a nation in concert. the people concerned read the script, and anesh said it wasn't that bad. i guess i'll take that as a compliment.

the concert itself was fun. very fun. i like this sort of childish shit but apparently no one else does, so well. i'm going to download a couple of their songs (except those nice spanish dance music) (and they played One Day I'll Fly Away by Nicole Kidman!) (i'm also going to continue downloading the O.C. soundtrack). hmm, so Mr. Joseph Chong, shirtless (a bit porno) as a "hunky" (as said by Timothy Nga as Madame Spider (which was rather scary looking)) soldier ant. it was funny to see a teacher there. and then everyone decided to take pictures with him and the other 3 "hunks" and ogle at them. bernard for one couldn't stop taking photos. i loved the costumes, and the whole feel-good thing came off well. darren was funny. not darrent.

went to haagen-daaz (it sucks to have no cash).

should have snapped some pics. but my camera sucks. sigh. gonna study physics. see you soon. and you, i love you so. please give me some another affirmation to make my heart ache once again.


moodwant to shower

musicester, elefant (The O.C. s1e1)

posted by wei @ 1:03 PM 0  sorryusaid?

scripted.

i'm here, typing this, at 6.52 on a Saturday morning... this is wrong. i shouldn't even be awake. children do not try this at home.

but i had to finish my script, which i have. my first 10-minute play, for National Health Week at HDBhub. i had to factor in a large cast, so the cast maybe unnecessarily big. i'm going to meet Daniel, Rahul and Bernard for lunch before A Nation In Concert. i hope they like it.

anyway, either i'm going to do my math performance task, or i'm going to sleep and wait for my brother to wake me up, or i'm going to sleep. Any way it is, good morning, see you later in the day.


mooda little sleepy, but homework bound

musicdios malos, you got me all wrong ("The Distance", OC)

posted by wei @ 9:58 PM 0  sorryusaid?

finally, a day for me.

hey everyone. and you, haven't been seeing you. kinda miss you now.

today is friday, and as of the Rules of Wei, one cannot do work on days where we were meant to be bloody slackers (all those of you who did work during national day halfday what's up people?!). however, i shall do some light work (a few worksheets). Then i got to call The Apple Centre to ask for details for my brother to fix my ipod. and i got to write a script for our upcoming production, which i hope will be good (?).

oh and by the way Mr. Fong has replied. He's really creative. I shall take some of his suggestions into my script, meaning i'd be putting up a new version soon.

i'll tell you what i have to do for the weekend tomorrow. am going to watch Cold Case at 11 (?). finally, i can do what i want. i discover i do work more enthusiastically when i'm not demanded for it, haha. by the way, yesterday's episode of One Tree Hill SO FREEKIN ROCKED! so powerful... even though i didn't catch the previous eps. but please don't watch it, i want it to be mine and mine only.

Moodslightly relaxed, but suddenly a little stressed by work

MusicLike A Man Possessed, the get up kids (when Nathan crashes into the wall in OTH...)

posted by wei @ 12:50 PM 0  sorryusaid?

you, atmosphere.

hey you, i thought about you again today. i bought a mcflurry and listened to You Don't Know Me by Buble. it was beautiful, i really wanted you by my side then. and then i'm on the bus, and i look in to the packed beautiful vegetation and think about you again. you're beautiful, and you make life beautiful. thank you so much. i love you.

alright, am watching Lost now. taking a break from work, after writing 1267 words for mr. tan as punishment for talking during mr. edwin choy's talk (i was only supposed to only write 500 words, but i wanted to show that i really was listening. and also it was really interesting what he had to say). for tonight i have a 700-word chinest newspaper article review to do.

omg what's up with Jack's dad...

anyway that's all i have for tonight so i guess i'd probably do some extra work. good thing i've finished my bio prep and math assignment.

well today was pretty cool. not as much a Bad Day as i thought it'd be. i found a new favourite subject (social studies; human studies are soooo cool!) and i didn't have to do my pull-ups (though i didn't get A for my 2.4. shit.) chinese test wasn't so bad, and CLE although i got scolded i got to listen to a very interesting talk.

met sec 3 RPers for the heart project (why didn't you come bernard). waited for Li Qian to finish his maths test, 'cuz i'd be late anyway if i left earlier.

and then it was french... i was so nervous because of my presentation! it was on tanguy and 8 femmes. and i totally screwed up and embarassed myself up there... but Mme Au told me i did very well. so there, haha.

went crazy with photos today. brought my camera to school, and indeed as zy had said the one i have sucks. the shutter-time is way too long. here's a photoshopped picture of lionel:

I'm going to watch the O.C. Tre is so adorable now, but i can't accept the fact that he's going to attempt to rape marissa. do notice what Kiki is drinking. every episode.

And One Tree Hill. I love this picture.

Haha pictures rule. Sorry. i took tonnes of photos today in school. this post has spilled over from the time i was watching Lost. i apologize. yonghao, how do you know the songs on each episode?

moodrelaxed, with drama marathon night (do look out for our article!)

musicthe o.c.! whooo!

posted by wei @ 2:32 PM 0  sorryusaid?

homework blues.

today is the last day of the super long pseudo weekend. and i have to rush my homework now. i have to do my chinese 700 word essay, study for chinese test, dash to Ultra Supplies to print the stuff for my french presentation, burn A Pile Ou Face for the presentation, do the class paper contents page. sigh... i really need time to do the things i want to do! like hit the gym (oh and by the way, watch me fail for the second time in the year), learn spanish, watch football and rugby and all the shows that yong hao recommends and the ones i want to watch too (O.C!!). this life is not fun.

i really hope that nothing else crops up last minute to screw up my night. i won't be sleeping at 4+ but sure enough after 12. good bye Nip/Tuck (but hello thursday drama night!). please please wish me luck.

and you. i'm so sorry. i shouldn't have.


moodthe same feeling of pressure

musicPile ou Face, Emmanuelle Beart (hottie!)

posted by wei @ 10:00 AM 0  sorryusaid?

100 words.

ok i've been given september. let's just have a go at this first. (am i breaking any rules here?) maybe i can use some words from my script.



no, i shall write about you.

Glances. Mere glances could make the pain come back again. We've never met, and we probably never could, right? Thinking about you is far too painful, but i like it. I believe that you like me too, but at the same time I see myself in delusion. It's almost like I like to be confused and pained by the fantasies that I have for you; those that haunt me and make me look crazy every time my imagination runs wild. I need you near me. I need to know. Tell me, my impossible love, how did I become this way?

--
love you.

posted by wei @ 1:24 PM 0  sorryusaid?

bad day.

haha love that song.

anw, i stayed over at yonghao's since yesterday and he pissed me off a little bit. but i'm cool yonghao, sorry if i seemed pissed.

managed to do a substantial amount of work. had tyler james's Foolish playing the whole time i did my assignment. i can't get tired of it.

many posts out there on the NDP, but i didn't bother to watch it, so that's that.

zhuo yi's blog is way cool everyone has to check it out. my blog sucks. walter, angst angst baby!

"hundred words" seems so interesting now. i don't mind writing something. should i start now? i shall. next post in a few minutes shall be it.

don't you just love Bad Day? i love it.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day 

moodrelaxed, worried (why?)

musicwhat else buy daniel powter, bad day

posted by wei @ 1:10 PM 0  sorryusaid?

so much for a happy national day.

hi.

finished The Illness, it's on the link on the previous post. There is a big change in the script after i put that up; i'll put that version up soon. i've passed it to mr. fong for vetting, and i hope he gives me some chao super good advice. not that all of you haven't given me the support too: shane, yong hao, shawn, shaun, kevin, cheng, isaac, jean ting, jared, wang ting, ming quan, joel, jason, chin guan & zhuo yi (both of whom has yet to read it, but will do so, right?) and finally jin kai for putting up with my constant changes and hosting the file for me. anyone else that i missed, thanks to you too. meanwhile, i plan to write another script which is similar to one i read last night (at 3am!) called Eponine. the general way of meeting for the characters is almost the same, but the story lines completely different. Watch out for it.

today's national day celebration in school was so lame. what ever happened to the big giant bouncy ball, the goodies, the lightsticks, the fun jumpy singing? in order to safeguard myself from being reprimanded or punished by the school (we're all afraid of that now aren't we), i shall remain extremely factual and back all my opinions with fact.

ok, good thing number 1: they let us wear red. i think i was wearing the coolest red shirt around, although i liked victor's long sleeve shirt. i like people who like being different. bad thing 1: it was raining very heavily, everyone was wet. good thing 2: i saw you. bad thing 2: the shirt i was wearing was very stifling. good thing 3: we saw and made fun of so many teachers. sorry teachers. bad thing 3: the whole, entire frickin celebration was such a flop. i say that because i compare it with that of last year. indeed, more effort than most celebrations have been put in, but it still sucked, imho. video of helicopter was so lousy, the video itself was lousy. The band was lousy, the performances were uninteresting (except for the malay performance. good thing 4.) when it came to my favourite part where we could sing our hearts out, the AV was screwed and we could only sing that rui'en/taufik song that i didn't know how to. but good thing 5: i was still jumping and in high spirits, except when bad thing 4 happened: they decide to kill everything totally and scold us. i mean, they sure know how to crash a party and dampen spirits. i'm sure that there are plenty of other occasions for us to learn to be gentlemen; let us enjoy ourselves on this rare half-day! yes we didn't pay for this concert but that don't mean we are obliged to love it totally. you're taking away our right to comment on performances we don't like? think about it, would it be as fun if we were really so quiet and solemnly listening to each performance, and then applauding with gentlemanly poise? i think that's just dumb. i think the whole point of having a celebration is to let us enjoy ourselves, unless there is another reason to the annual celebrations of each national event...

was supposed to lan today with ken, vic, aaron and the sort. but xian jie pissed me and yu jun off so we didn't go. better off that way anyway (sounds like im being jealous, but trust me i'm not). later i'll be going to yong hao's house, then going with him to watch seven swords. see you later perhaps.

and by the way, i thought about you again on the bus ride home.


moodslack, but going to do some work

musicsomething like you, n*sync

posted by wei @ 3:54 AM 0  sorryusaid?

late night.

i've written my script, i think it's halfway done. asked shawn for his opinion and he said it was contrived. i look at it, i realise so. do give me more comments. but try not to guess on the tagboard. ah well, i hope you guys enjoy it. Click here.

posted by wei @ 6:32 PM 1  sorryusaid?

a day out can't take you away.

today i hung out with Jun Yu, Shane and Jia Haur. we played badminton (i won all three games), went to thiong bahru plaza to watch movie, then played house of the dead 2 (where we reached the final boss, then died).

Charlie & the Chocolate Factory rules! i really shouldn't be enjoying it but i do! so much! i love the songs that the oompa-loompas sing when the kids get in trouble. and don't look at it as though it's a pointless kids show, there's actually alot of emotion in it. from the grim horror of the way the kids get taken away (especially Veruca Salts) to the exchange of maturity between Charlie and Willy Wonka. Charlie exudes such a maturity it's really cool to watch. the movie takes you on such a great emotional ride.

but i couldn't get you out of my head. ask them, i spent so much time alone, listening to sad music to think about you. it's almost like i want to be pained by your apathy towards me. it's painful. very painful. i miss you so. you're slipping away from my memory, and my faith in your love for me. please come back.


mooda little sad, but have hw to be done

musicthe blog music

posted by wei @ 12:14 AM 0  sorryusaid?

i am god.

i wish. if i was god i'd make you love me.

but why do i say that? because i am YAHWEH! hahaha... jason is the head of salvation and healing in my heavens. learnt about meaning of names during philo today... haha!

swimming was hard. side stroke is hard and so is back stroke. i suck at swimming. and NAPFA is coming! oh god please help me! and xian jie fell on his butt! he was like kicking near the water and he just slipped and fell on his butt! i swear if he fell into the water i'd laugh my head off... he got pissed after that for our laughing.

chem ms kua made me laugh like always. she's so adorable. the test was rather easy, i got it all right! and after her lesson mr. tan came in and took much more time that he should and could have. sigh, why does he do that. after i saw ms kua again for a remedial on concentration solution, which was fun! haha.. she told us to imagine the salt in the mixture, and then you know how you ain't supposed to pour back any more solution after you over shoot the mark on the volumetric flask, but she poured (because there wasn't any salt)... ok, maybe you needed to be there.

ok skip geog quiz, skip RP interview (oh dear) and skip embarassing bernard trying to stop the mrt doors (yes, bernard ang).

we went to Towner Garden School (MINDS) today to discuss our plans for our CIP gig there and rekkie the place. i hope you would see me as more like you if i do this. but anyway, you aside, it was quite cool. i suddenly have tonnes of ideas for the show. MINDS kids didn't scare me as much as before. i hope i pull this off. Tian Zhi isn't as bad as i thought he was (in fact he's quite good with work) and the people there didn't attack us like we thought. Mrs Sumita and Ms Loke were nice.

Went to my mum's shop to have lunch (at 4!) and cut my hair. watched digimon with one of her customer's half-my-age son. haha quite embarassing, but fun.

and omfg, i can't standing those people who run at Macritchie and then get on the bus. i mean why am i so unlucky as to have to be stuck? i hate squeezing through people (previous posts in previous blog). i hate it.

i didn't think about you so much today, i was so busy. but i still love you.

happy 2+1/2+2 weekend! i'll change my song to a party song to celebrate this.


moodsuper slack, mellowly thinking about you

musicthe pokemon movie soundtrack hahaha

posted by wei @ 9:49 AM 0  sorryusaid?

you once again.

firstly, thank you isaac, shawn and cheng for being there for me. and thank YOU, for being so damn beautiful. but why do you hurt me so? let me know... make it obvious. i'm going nuts. i miss you so bad.

[72486]

The voices
Running by
Entering not by my head
And disappearing elsewhere
Blocked by the voices in my head
That takes me over and controls
The very life of me.
I take my heart and remove it
But still my life revolves around that one point
Just one point.
Just you.

please. please just tell me you do.

sigh, aside from you, the world is fine. today's performance was kind of screwed up because rehearsals we just went crazy, so i kind of had crazy residue in me. sigh. the sec 4s were like sec 3 batch sucks but i can't say i disagree. i must admit, that if i had been in the same situation, i would make noise the same as them. but now that i've learnt, i won't.

after that Shawn, Wang Ting and Isaac were interviewing me for the spot as chair... the way they told me "we wanted to give you a chance" made it plain as day that i had to come up with something really powerful. i mean, since the others have an edge over me, it's not like i can destroy a certain someone of them. it's scary.

work work work.

by the way, the new song is for you. please love me too.


moodbetrayed, tired and exhausted (in the head and heart)

musicsarah mclachlan, angel

posted by wei @ 9:40 AM 0  sorryusaid?

you.

you. why do you do this to me? it's so painful that i can't even talk about it. but i can't, so i won't. i need to know for sure.

but sigh, work upon work. it's boring to read about someone's work load that never goes away, i.e. the story of every secondary school student. i've tried to concentrate in class, it's working for math (except you keep coming in), not for physics (mark wee has got to tone down a little... but it wouldn't be the same without his madness) and other stuff. haha, i realise i used to blog EVERY, SINGLE, FREAKING thing that happen in school, but that's far too tedious. this works and might keep me on blogging a little longer.

well, can't wait for tomorrow's performance for sec 3 CLE! we're doing <45 style="font-weight: bold;">moodexcited, worried and nonchalant all at the same time

musicnone

posted by wei @ 12:46 PM 0  sorryusaid?

so in the mood.

suddenly listening to buble at this time of the night gave me the best motivation i had to feel moody and live up to the spirit of this blog. so nice, the night... still have got tonnes of work to do, but just totally didn't feel like it because someone made me really happy/sad... how are you people doing? i await the coming of this weekend. will update all of you once again.


moodlatenightsjazz

musichow sweet it is to be loved by you, michael buble

posted by wei @ 2:56 PM 0  sorryusaid?

Dr. William Tan

i must say, as much as i dislike the person, he sure did an amazing job with the whole ultra-marathon. as to why i dislike the person... ask me another time. i'd probably get sued if i said. running with everyone was fun, and interestingly mr tan puay hock wasn't there, even though he said he ran regularly. hmmm.... mrs foo was there though, and she ran rather fast. it was fun generally, and the banner part was funny too. we decided to volunteer our help to hold up the banner for the shade it gave... then behind it you could see the people neatly seated in rows under the banner's shade... haha. it was a fun day. but i was sick.

moodsick, again.

musicnone, too sick to listen

posted by wei @ 11:19 AM 0  sorryusaid?

me, ashamed and jubilated.

hello there people. it's me, hoping against hope that at least some people who know me would be magnanimous enough to forgive my irregular blogging and return to read my posts once more. perhaps i'd start with the hundred word thing, but not this one. too much has happened for me to not blog on.

firstly, restraining my happiness, i will say, i have never had the experience of working with a cast, crew and teachers as amazing as BUCKLEY DRAMAFESTE '05. i know i may not be as literate as certain people i know, but the joy that you guys gave to me is beyond words. everything little thing we did, which would make this post far too long and dull, really etched a mark on my heart. thank you so much, all of you, the wonderful experience and forever will you guys be great friends of mine.

now the thanks i cannot cut short. firstly, wang ting! you are beyond amazing my friend. seriously, i cannot believe we had benediction to have you as our director because you were just simply amazing. (many of these emotions i feel, i cannot put to words...) you displayed so many facets of you that it was just so interesting to work with you, and never were you really a level above us. you were there, on the same level with us, even going crazy with us when the time came. the care you show for each role of us, the detailed directing, the experience you displayed was impeccable. everything about you ruled during our production, wang ting, i really cannot think of anything that went wrong with your leadership in this time. you win Best Director hands down to me. you're the greatest. hug

lincoln! you crazy idiot! (btw i am not obsessed with Lucas/Lukas(?).) you added so much fun to the whole process. i had previously known you as in i could put your name to a face, but it was always this "oh lincoln's way up there" mentality, what with your being a judoka and a prefect and all. but it all melted away when we melted into our production. lincoln mixed instantly with everyone in the cast and made crazy jokes and antics that just made me laugh all the way. was there a rehearsal i didn't laugh at all? oh, besides fever night. but still, lincoln, you're cool and you're a friend. that's way cooler than cool, and i thank you for being such a great person. you made this production more fun than any other production in the world. thank you! hug

now, special person zhuo yi! you were so much more than just stage manager at our rehearsals. i'm not undermining the excellent work that you have performed, but you could just as well be someone watching us rehearse all the time, from somewhere else, and i would have loved you all the same. it's your character that is so peculiar... not in a bad way of course. but you never ceased to amaze me as to what you could do. that tic-tac-toe thing, music-wise, with Fireworks, with that pen drawing, etc. it all just greatly made me think highly of you. and the genuine support that you gave to all of us, i'm sure we all felt it and it was a great motivational factor in hindsight. rawk on with the unique person you are. hug

eugene and weijie, i'm sorry to say i wasn't really willing to mix with you guys initially, but you guys proved to be great friends that were unafraid to be committed and be abused by the rest until something is achieved. our play consisted of so many crucial scenes, each one coming from a different character, and you guys played your crucial parts to perfection. you guys were definitely committed to our production, and i believe that everyone is grateful for that. you guys are rawkin'. hug hug

jared! i'm sorry you had to do physical theatre for our play! you're definitely committed as well, i know, and you sure do have a love of drama. you know a good play when you watch one (Running into Paint) and i think that's really cool. falling must have been such a big problem, hurting and all, and to humiliate you with the wig and female clothing?! oh jared forgive us for letting it pass! thank you for taking all into stride, and making the effect so good! i love your fall, thank you! hug

remaining crew, including elias, who everyone agreed should have bonded more with everyone. yanheng had to juggle between being such a busy Yanheng and our lightings. i thought that would have been difficult for me, but you did it well. huang lu, though wanting to punch him at times, we've realised that your sounds was great... so no fists would be flying as of yet. elias, our dear ASM; i thought you were really cool and love to have known you better. all of you, without whom the technical aspects would have greatly marred our performance... we've got the bestest crew assembled amongst all the houses! hug

now, who can forget mrs ong and ms kuo? the two of you were always there for us. there was also nothing wrong with your "teachership"! you know how everyone has that teacher that we always criticise strongly behind their backs? well, mrs ong and ms kuo will never be teachers like that to me. in my opinion, they were the mothers of our production. we really, really couldn't have done it without the both of you. and what the two said at our 'party' at Dome really touched me... i love you two! hug

every single person that was involved meant so much to us. i'll never forget all of you. thank you so much! you guys are the best! (forgive me, the second part of this blog i wrote when i woke up with a bad bad cough. i feel so sick.)


mood really really sick... please god someone save me.

musicnone, in school

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